Metamorphoses
Ovid
Ovid. The XV bookes of P. Ouidius Naso, entytuled Metamorphosis. Golding, Arthur, translator. London: W. Seres (printer), 1567.
- This likes her best. Uppon this poynt now restes her doubtful mynd.
- So raysing up herself uppon her leftsyde shee enclynd,
- And leaning on her elbow sayd: Let him advyse him what
- To doo, for I my franticke love will utter playne and flat.
- Alas to what ungraciousnesse intend I for to fall?
- What furie raging in my hart my senses dooth appall?
- In thinking so, with trembling hand shee framed her to wryght
- The matter that her troubled mynd in musing did indyght.
- Her ryght hand holdes the pen, her left dooth hold the empty wax.
- She ginnes. Shee doutes, shee wryghtes: shee in the tables findeth lacks.
- She notes, she blurres, dislikes, and likes: and chaungeth this for that.
- Shee layes away the booke, and takes it up. Shee wotes not what
- She would herself. What ever thing shee myndeth for to doo
- Misliketh her. A shamefastnesse with boldenesse mixt thereto
- Was in her countnance. Shee had once writ Suster: Out agen
- The name of Suster for to raze shee thought it best. And then
- She snatcht the tables up, and did theis following woords ingrave:
- The health which if thou give her not shee is not like to have
- Thy lover wisheth unto thee. I dare not ah for shame
- I dare not tell thee who I am, nor let thee heare my name.
- And if thou doo demaund of mee what thing I doo desyre,
- Would God that namelesse I myght pleade the matter I requyre,
- And that I were unknowen to thee by name of Byblis, till
- Assurance of my sute were wrought according to my will.
- As tokens of my wounded hart myght theis to thee appeere:
- My colour pale, my body leane, my heavy mirthlesse cheere,
- My watry eyes, my sighes without apparent causes why,
- My oft embracing of thee: and such kisses (if perdye
- Thou marked them) as very well thou might have felt and found
- Not for to have beene Susterlike. But though with greevous wound
- I then were striken to the hart, although the raging flame
- Did burne within: yit take I God to witnesse of the same,
- I did as much as lay in mee this outrage for to tame.
- And long I stryved (wretched wench) to scape the violent Dart
- Of Cupid. More I have endurde of hardnesse and of smart,
- Than any wench (a man would think) were able to abyde.
- Force forceth mee to shew my case which faine I still would hyde,
- And mercy at thy gentle hand in fearfull wyse to crave.
- Thou only mayst the lyfe of mee thy lover spill or save.
- Choose which thou wilt. No enmy craves this thing: but such a one
- As though shee bee alyde so sure as surer can bee none,
- Yit covets shee more surely yit alyed for to bee,
- And with a neerer kynd of band to link her selfe to thee.
- Let aged folkes have skill in law: to age it dooth belong
- To keepe the rigor of the lawes and search out ryght from wrong.
- Such youthfull yeeres as ours are yit rash folly dooth beseeme.
- Wee know not what is lawfull yit. And therefore wee may deeme
- That all is lawfull that wee list: ensewing in the same
- The dooings of the myghtye Goddes. Not dread of worldly shame
- Nor yit our fathers roughnesse, no nor fearfulnesse should let
- Our purpose. Only let all feare asyde be wholy set.
- ~Wee underneath the name of kin our pleasant scapes may hyde.
- Thou knowest I have libertie to talke with thee asyde,
- And openly wee kysse and cull. And what is all the rest
- That wants? Have mercy on mee now, who playnly have exprest
- My case: which thing I had not done, but that the utter rage
- Of love constreynes mee thereunto the which I cannot swage.
- Deserve not on my tumb thy name subscribed for to have,
- That thou art he whose cruelnesse did bring mee to my grave.
- Thus much shee wrate in vayne, and wax did want her to indyght,
- And in the margent she was fayne the latter verse to wryght.
- Immediatly to seale her shame shee takes a precious stone,
- The which shee moystes with teares: from tung the moysture quight was gone.
- She calld a servant shamefastly, and after certaine fayre
- And gentle woords: My trusty man, I pray thee beare this payre
- Of tables (quoth shee) to my (and a great whyle afterward
- Shee added) brother. Now through chaunce or want of good regard
- The table slipped downe to ground in reaching to him ward.
- The handsell troubled sore her mynd. But yit shee sent them. And
- Her servant spying tyme did put them into Caunyes hand.
- Maeanders nephew sodeinly in anger floong away
- The tables ere he half had red, (scarce able for to stay
- His fistocke from the servants face who quaakt) and thus did say:
- Avaunt, thou baudye ribawd, whyle thou mayst. For were it not
- For shame I should have killed thee. Away afrayd he got,
- And told his mistresse of the feerce and cruell answer made
- By Caunye. By and by the hew of Byblis gan to fade,
- And all her body was benumd with Icie colde for feare
- To heere of this repulse. Assoone as that her senses were
- Returnd ageine, her furious flames returned with her witts.
- And thus shee sayd so soft that scarce hir toong the ayer hitts:
- And woorthely. For why was I so rash as to discover
- By hasty wryghting this my wound which most I ought to cover?
- I should with dowtfull glauncing woords have felt his humor furst,
- And made a trayne to trye him if pursue or no he durst.
- I should have vewed first the coast, to see the weather cleere,
- And then I myght have launched sauf and boldly from the peere.
- But now I hoyst up all my sayles before I tryde the wynd:
- And therfore am I driven uppon the rockes against my mynd,
- And all the sea dooth overwhelme mee. Neyther may I fynd
- The meanes to get to harbrough, or from daunger to retyre.
- Why did not open tokens warne to bridle my desyre,
- Then when the tables falling in delivering them declaard
- My hope was vaine? And ought not I then eyther to have spaard
- From sending them as that day? or have chaunged whole my mynd?
- Nay rather shifted of the day? For had I not beene blynd
- Even God himself by soothfast signes the sequele seemd to hit.
- Yea rather than to wryghting thus my secrets to commit,
- I should have gone and spoke myself, and presently have showde
- My fervent love. He should have seene how teares had from mee flowde.
- Hee should have seene my piteous looke ryght loverlike. I could
- Have spoken more than into those my tables enter would.
- About his necke against his will, myne armes I myght have wound
- And had he shaakt me off, I myght have seemed for to swound.
- I humbly myght have kist his feete, and kneeling on the ground
- Besought him for to save my lyfe. All theis I myght have proved,
- Wherof although no one alone his stomacke could have moved,
- Yit all togither myght have made his hardened hart relent.
- Perchaunce there was some fault in him that was of message sent.
- He stept unto him bluntly (I beleeve) and did not watch
- Convenient tyme, in merrie kew at leysure him to catch.
- Theis are the things that hindred mee. For certeinly I knowe
- No sturdy stone nor massy steele dooth in his stomacke grow.
- He is not made of Adamant. He is no Tygers whelp.
- He never sucked Lyonesse. He myght with little help
- Bee vanquisht. Let us give fresh charge uppon him. Whyle I live
- Without obteyning victorie I will not over give.
- For firstly (if it lay in mee my dooings to revoke)
- I should not have begonne at all. But seeing that the stroke
- Is given, the second poynt is now to give the push to win.
- For neyther he (although that I myne enterpryse should blin)
- Can ever whyle he lives forget my deede. And sith I shrink,
- My love was lyght, or else I meant to trap him, he shall think.
- Or at the least he may suppose that this my rage of love
- Which broyleth so within my brest, proceedes not from above
- By Cupids stroke, but of some foule and filthy lust. In fyne
- I cannot but to wickednesse now more and more inclyne.
- By wryghting is my sute commenst: my meening dooth appeere:
- And though I cease: yit can I not accounted bee for cleere.
- Now that that dooth remayne behynd is much as in respect
- My fond desyre to satisfy: and little in effect
- To aggravate my fault withall.
- Thus much shee sayd. And so
- Unconstant was her wavering mynd still floting to and fro,
- That though it irkt her for to have attempted, yit proceedes
- Shee in the selfsame purpose of attempting, and exceedes
- All measure, and, unhappy wench, shee takes from day to day
- Repulse upon repulse, and yit shee hath not grace to stay.
- Soone after when her brother saw there was with her no end,
- He fled his countrie forbycause he would not so offend,
- And in a forreine land did buyld a Citie. Then men say
- That Byblis through despayre and thought all wholy did dismay.
- Shee tare her garments from her brest, and furiously shee wroong
- Her hands, and beete her armes, and like a bedlem with her toong
- Confessed her unlawfull love. But beeing of the same
- Dispoynted, shee forsooke her land and hatefull house for shame,
- And followed after flying Caune. And as the Froes of Thrace
- In dooing of the three yeere rites of Bacchus: in lyke cace
- The maryed wyves of Bubasie saw Byblis howling out
- Through all theyr champion feeldes, the which shee leaving, ran about
- In Caria to the Lelegs who are men in battell stout,
- And so to Lycia. Shee had past Crag, Limyre, and the brooke
- Of Xanthus, and the countrie where Chymaera that same pooke
- Hath Goatish body, Lions head and brist, and Dragons tayle,
- When woods did want: and Byblis now beginning for to quayle
- Through weerynesse in following Caune, sank down and layd her hed
- Ageinst the ground, and kist the leaves that wynd from trees had shed.
- The Nymphes of Caria went about in tender armes to take
- Her often up. They oftentymes perswaded her to slake
- Her love. And woords of comfort to her deafe eard mynd they spake.
- Shee still lay dumbe: and with her nayles the greenish herbes shee hild,
- And moysted with a streame of teares the grasse upon the feeld.
- The waternymphes (so folk report) put under her a spring,
- Whych never myght be dryde: and could they give a greater thing?
- Immediatly even like as when yee wound a pitchtree rynd,
- The gum dooth issue out in droppes: or as the westerne wynd
- With gentle blast toogither with the warmth of Sunne, unbynd
- The yee: or as the clammy kynd of cement which they call
- Bitumen issueth from the ground full fraughted therewithall:
- So Phoebus neece, Dame Byblis, then consuming with her teares,
- Was turned to a fountaine, which in those same vallyes beares
- The tytle of the founder still, and gusheth freshly out
- From underneath a Sugarchest as if it were a spowt.